CLEAR

To you,
so, after all, i have a lot of negative comments about my friends outing with her friends. Well, i know it from the start that it will never end so well .....i know you had been trying hard to bring our class unite and i am so appreciate the things that you had done..really thank you for being trying although it never end up so perfectly....i am wondering, when i want to be the same group with you during foundation, it never been in a group..but when i want to be away from you, we will surely be in the same group...we in the same group in mentor mentee system...guess what, you spoke to me for the first time in last week...i m like OMG...but then i did not response much as you talked about her personal thing...srry, i guess i am not like last year anymore..the one who always care about yr everything including personal life....the reason is because i hold on to the hate you made....the one that abandon me and away from me to new friends...i guess i will always rmb that....the first week of degree, you really make me feel like i am in hell...yupe, suffering and struggling...i really want to stay contact with you...but then is not like last year anymore...when my friends return from the outing, someone told me that they totally understand the feeling i suffered when i am in the foundation group...ya, i guess you never change much ya...juz change to someone really different from last year....really different...but i think i am also different to you....caus i used to be like that in high school...i dunno why when i am with you, i change and become a different person....i think i m too stupid to did that...the last word for today post is....I M RETURNING!!!