These few nights, i cannot slept well in the night...kept on having nightmares 3 nights in straight....what had happen to me?...am i thinking too much about something i should't worry about it.....my nightmares have the same contents ..betray and abandon by friends...hope that these kind of nightmare can eventually stop..i guess i am just too sensitive about it.....
The grouping list for IPP had been released..i am in the same group with her again!!! Oh gosh, imu, can u just stop treating me like that....this time is assigment!!!...i have phobia of doing assigment with her..last year, we had a argument in bio assigment...without stopped by S, i think i will just directly called her and scolded her non stop...the situation was when i asked her to send the soft copy to the lecturer in class, she said okay and pls reminded her at night as she scared she will forgot about it...the due date for the submitting of soft copy is at 12 midnight....at about 9pm, i whatapps her and she din replied for almost 2 hrs...feeling frautrated, i decided to send the copy to the lecturer by myself to prevent we overpassed the deadline ...at about 1030pm, she just screenshot to me a picture that proved that she already sent....feeling angry that she din even explain what going on, i just type "can you pls always open yr whatapps frequently !!!"...n she just replied those craps that make you feel like it is my own fault...the next morning, when she reach uni, she say she was angry last night...i am like WHAT THE HELL r u angrying??...i am the one who have the every right to angry in this matter.....so, how am i going to do assigment with her these time?..i have no interested to do assigment with her...do i need to pretend all time?...ya, i should pretend like i actually like to do assigment with her to prevent any conflictions this time.....sad life
LIFE IS FULL OF PRETENDING WITH A SMILLING MASK !!😧
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