so, I am currently in sem 4 student with lots of problems to face. First, family problem, that happen when my mum start to have ghost or god went inside her body. Everyone in the family knows that she is faking all the time but my dad decides to believe her. Second, academic problem, i failed my sem 3 and have a resit. then when the actual result comes out, i get 2.99 CGPA. This is the first time i get such a low CGPA. That day, i almost killed myself. Thinking that everything around me went wrong but i choose not to because failure is a stepping stone to success and i believe i can do better in sem 4. However, in sem 4, i seems to lost confident in the study.
Third, friendship problem. Actually i thought i am so used to it. In which every year, i definitely have friendship problem. In actual, I AM NOT OKAY. NOT OKAY AT ALL. The feeling of abandonment is hard to accept.
Complications
Do you want to know her?
Do you want to try?
There is a girl
Whose life is a little complicated
She feels unloved and unwanted
She feels it is a waste to live in this world
Her heart is nearly broken
She is in lots of pain
She cuts herself to feel
She smiles at the blade
and feel the excitement for the pain
Are you scare to know her?
Are you scare to try?
Do you think her life is a little complicated?
If not, let me tell you the reasons
Her family cause her to have depression
Her friend forces her to feel abandonment
Her studies force her to lost confident
every little thing in her world collapsed by her side.
So, are you scared to know her now?
Are you scared to be by her side?
She screams and cries for help
Maybe a way out
she trapped in a world of hate
A world full of lies and tears
She lies on her bed at night
wondering why is she still here
And when she falls asleep
Nightmares haunt her
so are you still scared to know her?
Are you scared to try?
Don't you think her life is a little complicated?
Too late that girl died
They found her lying in a red ocean.
Her hand slit every which way
They waved her death away
like it was a everyday thing
She did't deserve to die
She deserved to live
But i guess when you are in hell
Heaven always wins.
